Jan Willem van Welzenis
control, lack thereof
In tune, out of touch
Banter, playful, desire
I’m right where I’m supposed to be
Detached, yet taken
My feelings are valid
My intuition is real
I am taken care of
I’m not alone
This too shall pass
Thy will be done, not mine
Work through me
Make me a channel of your peace
Attraction not promotion
guide me to be all that you have divinely inspired
Remove my will
Direct my thinking
You can have all of me
Breathe in love, breathe out fear
Lead with love
Surrender my anger
I am enough, I do enough, I have enough
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And sometimes it doesn’t give like it takes.
or does it?
prayers that feel unanswered, denial aside, are evidently answered.
your heart says turn left, but your mind bears right.
why fight a battle that’s already lost?
or…why fight at all.
maybe this is not my battle.
maybe it’s not a war after all,
but a bittersweet embrace.
lessons in love
it’s not just something you take, it’s given
this cold metallic gun is not aimed to kill
but meant to startle a fire within
my heart is armed with acceptance
this bruised conflict has surrendered to faith
the only bloodshed
are bloodshot teary blue eyes
a glazed, collision of perception
two seperate time tables
an honest resignation
a genuine goodbye